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*Groan* I can’t sleep… =( Hate it!!!!! even my lil pug is snoring happily next to me..bleh..unfair.. My sleepless state led me to think about my favourite food….LAMB ON SPIT!!! i bet if Lynsday’s reading this, she will b saying….OMFG! ahhaha She, like many others, can’t understand my  obsession with the fatty lookin lamb, hanging so deliciously on the spit, spinning merrily away. Honestly, i don know why myself…could it be the rosemary sprinkles and exotic marinades on its delectable skin..or issit the pink juicy red meat that is oh so tender when your teeth sets in and finally just melts on the tongue? Hrmm hard to explain..

Mebbe its my obsession with Lyndsay, since she does look a bit like the lamb…ahhaha j/k =) My phuong will help me marinade you..ahahaha

i think maybe its those Asterix & Obelix comics i used to read when i was young, where they always have a roast boar on the spit. I always wished that i could just grab a whole boar and bite away =)

So Ive decided, for me and Liem’s joint bday this year, I will have 2 lambs!!!! one for our friends, and ONE FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hauhauhauhuahuhauu I’m gonna go on a date with my pretty lamb… u’ll be seeing me sitting in front of the spit, ripping meat off the poor thing..perhaps i might use fork and knife, so I’ll seem more ladylike =)

HAHAHAHAHA j/k !!! Just crazy rantings from a sleep deprived lil woman……perhaps i will dream of my lamb….

Sigh….I just had a very bad dream last night. Probably ate too many fries…hehehe. Anyways, eventhough the dream was pretty sad and depressing, it made me realised something.

In my dream, me, my boyfriend and a few of my childhood friends were in school together. Heheh prob my subconscious trying to recapture my youth!! Depressing, depressing. But out of the blue, my boyfriend and his group of friends ran out from the classroom and dissapeared somewhere. My first thought was, THOSE MOLES MUST BE UP TO SOMETHING BAD!!!! I was all shitty and worried that something might happen to them. I tried asking my friends but they either didnt want to tell me or they didn’t know. Finally, one of my friend’s told me that earlier that day, my bf and his friend’s went to another school, and now, the students from those school did something to my bf’s house! I was really really very very very worried…..and I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, but it suddenly hit me. I really wanted to see him sooo much, and out of no where, a movie scene suddenly poped into my mind. (HAHAHA yes, i was still dreaming, retarded isnt it)

Have you ever watched one of Aaron Kwok’s movie where he ride motorbikes and die in the end? I’m sure you all have. And honestly, i hate movies like that, no happy ending! Bleh!!! All the while when that idiot was trying to drive the motorbike after being beaten up AND knocked down by a car, I was screaming, "Get to a bloody doctor IDIOT, then go see the gal!!". I mean, his reason was that he didn’t want the girl to wait for him any longer. However, the dream gave me a different perspective. The dream made me understand why he didn’t want to see a doctor, tend to hhis wounds, THEN lastly see the gal. My rationale before was, after u are well, you have lots of time to c her, right? But now, I think that he didn’t do that because he felt that if he didn’t see her now, he would never see her again. Perhaps if he had went to the hospital, he might die and never have the chance to..

In my dream, I was feeling the same thing. Please don’t let anything happen to him, and pls let me see him again…

I don’t know how to explain to you, or perhaps you won’t see any connection with the dream and my conclusion of thoughts, maybe its the emotions that were going through me, and I find it hard to translate those to words. HEHEHHE But the main point is…………I know why that idiot aaron kwok didn’t go to a doctor and just died in the end. hahhhahha Until this morning, I hated that movie cause it had a shitty ending, but now, I have a more optimistic view =)

Sigh…Currently, I’m going through a detox-ing period. Nope, not from alcohol, drugs, or any of the sort. I am going through a detoxification of my language.. BLEH~~ All Lyndsay’s fault. Before I knew her, I was a little goody two shoes who hardly utters a single profanity.. and now.. my vocabulary is filled with an extensive range of foul words… sigh..Who would have thought I’d pick it up so easily and so quickly. AND i blame it all on her!!! She makes swearing seem so normal and acceptable…ehhehehehe Nah, I know it’s all my fault.. Like what Liem said, he too, is surrounded by people who swears alot, but that doesnt mean that we have to follow suit. Sigh, its tough since it has become a bad habit, but no worries, i don think its permanant. It should be alright! =) Especially after I told Lyndsay that I’ll punch her every time she swears in front of me!! KEKEKEKEKE Don worry galfriend, I still like you…..it’s just Liem that doesnt….HAHAHAHAHHA j/k =) At least i think I can help you to stop swearing too!!!!!!

UPDATE: 49 hours without swearing…..WOOO HoooOOOOooOO For u, I will… =)

Ok, feeling bored, so I’ve decided to write on a rather weird terminology…"OPEN RELATIONSHIP". What exactly is that?!?!?! Call me traditional, but in my past 20++ years (YES, i know im old), never once have i heard of that word…..UNTIL RECENTLY…In fact, i find it rather disturbing…and whoever even thought about using that term disgusts me.

Well, a little birdie told me that the term open relationship means that e.g. a gal can have a relationship with a guy, but she can still go around dating other guyz. An INTIMATE kind of dating i might add… But why would gals want to do that??? By calling it an ‘open relationship’, does it mean that the gal has the right to spread their legs to any guy and will not be classified a SLUT??? Wishfull thinking I reckon. Using different terms to justify ur actions does not make it right. U are what u are, using different tactics to try cover ur actions are useless. If you are in a relationship but u think that you have the right to go date other guyz, isnt it obvious to u that u are not even worthy of the relationship. Have the gutz to break it off then start a new relationship. Then perhaps, u will gain some dignity and self worth.

P.S. The above does not depict my relationship or have anything to do with it. It’s just something that I heard from someone, and got me pretty ticked off. But I’m sure not everyone are like that, just a few bad apples =) I still believe the world is still full of love and rainbows…

Been sooooo long since I updated my posts!!! Hehe never really had time…been really bz. Busy with what you might ask…ehehhe since I am currently an official BUM..well, been bz learning and experiencing being a housewife =) OF COURSE I am not going to be a housewife, my parents would kill me, years of education down the drain..but at this moment in time, I want to experience what life would be like as a housewifey! (actually its an excuse since I havent found a job yet =)

For those wondering, being a housewife is actually pretty fullfilling!!! In the past, I always thought to myself, how can women be housewives and just cook and clean all day?? Well, I think I have actually found the answer…The reason why women can do that is because they love their husband so much that they want to prepare the best food for them when they return from a hard day of work. Also, preparing them yummy lunch boxes to take to work so that while they’re eating, they will miss you!! HeHe Dun know if you’ll agree but that’s what I think.

Well, since I haven’t poison him yet, he is probably enjoying my food keke. But he DID say my cooking is really yummy now after I picked up some tips from his mum and sister..hehehe Oh well!!!! That’s my life!!! Enjoying my life as a Houswife Bum………………but not for long =(

| know, | know, you all must be thinking that |’m th|s demented love crazed grl that just can’t stop gushing about her man. Like a l|ttle school grl draw|ng hearts and arrows on her scrapbook, |f |’m a cartoon character, you m|ght just see hearts popp|ing out from my eyes….haha..guess what? YOU ARE R|GHT! | am 100% head over heels, SO TOTALLY |n Love with my man…hahah are you puk|ing yet?? wanna kick me |n the head don ya? |’d better stop before you guyz permanently delete me from your friends list.

The truth |s, he has |ntroduced me to a world that | never knew ex|sted. He has shown me such tender lov|ing care that | never knew possible..He |s after all, my fa|rytale..